Startled awake, I was staring at a shotgun pointed at my face.
When I was 17 I had a very close call but I was terrified.
He still cradled me on his lap when I asked him to and continued to show me brotherly affection, but he no longer touched me in all the wrong places.
It had never occurred alexporn lesbian masturbation me that with the independence and freedom I found in college, there also came many things I needed to be aware of that could compromise my safety.
It was all over the news and I was shaken to the core.
I felt like that scared exposed 14 year old little girl.
My sister was raped repeatedly starting at a young age by my father.
My eight-year-old would go from happy to neurotically upset over the tiniest things.
I remember everything pretty clearly until I threw up.